How much can one person LOVE?

Today is Mother's day and I have had one fantastic day. Yet, I wasn't able to spend it with my kids and my husband or my mom, I did get to spend it with my kids and my mother-in-law, which made it a GREAT day! Now that Erik is home and the kids are in bed, I got some 'think' time. Out of all the things I could be thinking about or worried about, the only thing I can think of is how much I love my family. My children make me smile, they love me, they need me, I love them, and I need them just like they do me. I never thought in a million years that I would EVER love anyone as much as I love those 2 little kids. Sometimes I still look at them and think how crazy it is that they are half of me and half of Erik... and look how beautiful they are. I have never seen anyone or anything more beautiful in my life. I have never been more proud of anything or anyone is my life. I am so proud of everything they are, everything they do... I love how smart they are, how caring they are, and how loving they are. They're my children, my whole heart... they have all of me... they speak, I listen, and melt. There is NOTHING in the this world that would EVER make me NOT love them!

So that brought me to my question I kept asking myself... how much can I love, and what is it worth? I feel like I couldn't love them anymore than I do at this very moment... yet, everyday I love them more and more. Does that make sense? Probably not, but I know what I mean! hahaha But how much is love worth? It's worth everything as some say, but what can you compare it to? There is no comparison to what I feel for my kids and Erik... nothing. I would lay my life on the line to save my children... if it meant me leaving right now to go to my death bed... I'm gone... no questions asked. The only good thing about leaving them forever though is... I leave knowing that they know how much I love them. I don't let a day pass or a moment pass without telling them how much I love them and how complete they have made me! My kids are my life... my every joy... and nothing in this world will ever replace that.

God has blessed my life... and I am sooo thankful!

He sent me the BEST man I have ever met. He's my soulmate... my dream. We have been together 7 1/2 years and it's been amazing. We have had our moments... some really tough and trying times where we split and said hateful things to each other... but I know in my heart I never stopped loving him and I know he never stopped loving me. I remember the phone call I made to him while he was working at staples... he was in another relationship... and I said, I really want to work US out... we have child together and I love you... a few days later she was gone and we worked it out... I knew then, that Erik was mine... and he had my whole heart and I had his. That was such a trying time in our lives, but a time that made us stronger and more dedicated to each other. I hated it in the moment, but I am glad it happened because I know that I could NEVER say good-bye again. I know that Erik and I have a solid relationship...but yet again... how much can I love him??? I love him so much, that the thought of losing him in some form, automatically brings tears to my eyes... Erik has been such a rock for me... my joys, and made my dreams come true. We have given each other the best 2 gifts anyone could ever receive and that's Dylan & Caydence. Erik, you are the best husband and man that I could ever ask for... I am blessed to have you in my life...and I know you are here to stay... I LOVE YOU!!! (and my lord...HE'S GORGEOUS... he's my HOT hubby) :D

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO ME!!!! It couldn't be any better than today... I have the man of my dreams and I think he's the best in the whole world... and we have our babies who again ARE THE BEST IN THE WHOLE WORLD!!!! I love you all so much... 'YOU 3 COMPLETE ME!'

I'M A LUCKY MAMA!!!! :)